PARANOID problems.... i am so paranoid and messed up i had a gay experience 1 stupid internet meet while drunk?

im not gay i was just so messed up that i got wasted in started posting on gay forums in actually went through with meeting 1 man. i regret it. someone called me a queer about 5 month ago out of a car window ive never been gay in my life except for this meet which i didnt go through with i met 3 times got picked up eachtime didnt go through with. im now back with my circle of friends who are phobic and worry of them findin out it was a huge mistake. ive stopped smokin weed but i have fears of going certain places now